Friday, March 5, 2010

Minsan, I fail at everything.

Sumali org namin sa contest kanina. Tapos may egg catching. Tapos super layo na namin nung partner ko sa isa't-isa. Nung hinagis niya yung egg, tumakbo ako para habulin..... Sinalo ko using my head. LITERAL. Sobrang kadiri kasi ang lagkit ng buhok ko. Pero sa totoo lang, yung mga ganitong experience ang mahirap kalimutan. Hahaha. Ang fun. XD

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Well anyway, this will be a pretty short entry. I just wanted to blog out what I feel right now. As in ngayon na ngayon na. As I said sa former entry, I have no self-esteem, no self-confidence. No nothing. So now I shall prove it to you.

I am anxious, bothered, and disturbed about UP CRAdLe's formal interview for us applicants on Monday, about being a possible Chair for CD Circle, about Roger leaving the country, about major failing an exam, etc. FML. :'(

Ayoko na. Pakamatay na ko. /wrist Lol joke. I don't even know if I deserve to watch the concert on the 9th and the 15th anymore.

I am such a joke. Di ko alam kung ano nakikita sakin ng mga tao. Guys, seriously. WALA KAYONG MAPAPALA SA ISANG KATULAD KO. Take it from me.

6 comments:

Eternal Wanderer... said...

oks lang na paminsan-minsan.

wag lang palagi ;)

*hugs*

ʎonqʎʇıɔ said...

yup yup. a dose of emo every now and then is healthy. just try not to wallow too much.

walongbote said...

anu ka ba self trust okie.. kaya mo yan.. :)

Pau said...

@Eternal Wanderer and @citybuoy
You guys are right. Mas sad nga ang buhay kapag iniisip kong sad siya. :D Thanks guysss. Matagal ko na nabasa reply niyo. Di lang ako nakakapagcomment. *HUG*

Pau said...

@walangbote
I will Thankssssssss. >:D<

mishi said...

awww!

haha! nakikita ko sarili ko sayo. most of the time ganyan ako eh, but believe me, there are persons out there who will surely understand, who will patiently cheer u up khit sumusobra ka na! ;)focus on something that excites u during emo moments as this. it will surely help! ;)